I say to myself that there is nothing to worry about, I have been down the bunny hill a million times. However this moderate slope has turned into a giant, mocking me as I try to get the nerve to send myself over the edge.
This time is different than all others.
I glance at my feet and take note of the two long, thin, slick pieces of wood connected to my feet by only a tiny clip at the tip of my toes. My heals are free to lift and move. My feet feel wider than the ski itself.
I catch myself as I teeters to the side. At this point, just standing has been an accomplishment.
I laugh out loud as I see Erika and Elise launch over the side. Erika has grace, poise, and excessive style as she magically floats over the surface. Elise, well is slightly less elegant, but still is impressive as she fearlessly whizzes by me.
I can't stand here forever. There is only one way to get out of this situation...and that's to embrace it. Take the plunge and whatever happens happens.
Deep breath...A final push with my poles pushes me into the unknown.
Crap! I should've asked how to stop, control my speed, turn...all the essentials. An idea thought of too late as I am obviously flying out of control. I hear Erika's voice shouting muffled instructions my way. I hear none of it. Her words are carried away by the wind.
The inevitable happens. And it all takes place in a fraction of a second.
Legs begin to wobble,
Try to compensate,
Skiis shoot out from underneath,
Poles go flying,
Snow down my pants,
Face scrapes across the slope,
Finally the tumble comes to a stop,
Laughter erupts from all.
A big smile spreads across my face as I realize all is uninjured...well except for a bit of my pride:)
As I pick myself up all the snow, I think to myself..."I only have 10km to go!"
